vincity4^^

i wish......

back to kl been 2 months....when i m at jb,i expect the life in kl are wonderful,i expect my kl friends are with me and they are happy.....but,i cant get it once i come back to kl....i m sad when i heard my friend in trouble,in bad luck....i also dont know how to help...sometimes i feel myself useless coz cant help them at all...all are out of my control.....i just can wish....i just can wish my friend will get recover from those "stupid nonsense" lung disease,u must recover soon,k?...i wish my friend can stand up again and leave far away from those "no direction" living....i wish my friends can work more harder and fight for their dreamss....i wish my friend can cure their pain bcoz of broke up with boy friend/girlfriend...i wish their family no more argument with my friend......just now went to kota raya,i went into a shop who selling christian stuff...is it really help??i dont know.i m freethinker,sometime i believe,sometime i dont....in the shop,i saw a book....its write like this---"the world is wonderful,when u believe".....so hei guy,just share with u,its help me to believe my friend's life are wonderful when i see this words...so i aso WISH this sentences can help u all aso..gd luck to u all...dont make alvinboy wory lor....^^

TRust??

REcently get a new friend at genting showroom,2/8 tat day was a  mtv asia award,have a nice day with it..saw her blog,her blog pop up a question that i unable to answer,i thought for few minutes..but still cant answer her question..she asked:"Will u able to trust ur bf/gf if they appear in the club and play sweetly with another even though u know they are just a friend,they are just playing and enjoying the night in club?"

THAT moment i read,its true,hard to giving a trust to your partner,last few month,i m very childish and person who wont think much and deeply,i just purely believe that no matter how and wat u r doing to another love partner,the relationship will aso be there,will love forever...but now,i really feel that want to build a strong trust between couple is a huge construction than building a bungalow..building bungalow u just need a material and technology..but building a trust,u really need alots of patience,care,believe and dont think tooo much..so,how to build a trust between couple..?? lose confidence about love, bcoz this year really make me no confidence about love,love really like a biscuit,easy to munchy and disappear...

一

一，“一 ”到底是代表你在顶峰了，拿了第一名，击退第二名和第三名，还是“一 ”表示你不够好，所以 一 个人？

最近生活起了一些小小的变化，有个朋友告诉我她也在经历着，感觉着，过着和我一样的生活。。有谁能告诉我我应该继续一个人吗？

我很享受一个人所带来的自由，一个人呼吸，一个人去体验生活的点点滴滴。。但是，夜深人静的现在，已经凌晨一点了，风特别冷，房间特别静，就觉得有点。。。

有些地方虽然能暂时让你忘记你就是一个人而已，没有别人在你旁边，但这又如何呢？？回到自己的房间也是回到一个人，听听音乐，做做为建立梦想的功课，写写blOG。。明天又再为梦想而奋斗，你要快乐吗？你要梦想实现吗？你就要学会自己陪自己，自己照顾自己，自己努力，不要指望任何人会和你一起奋斗，你要先奋斗起来，你要振作起来，那才可以让生活越来越好，越快乐！！

半年前，在JB 一种生活。。现在这半年又是另一种生活。。ALvinBoY，你准备好了吗？你决定了吗？这半年你要怎样过？？一个人走下年轻这段路，还是和另一个人？？但是，你变好了吗？你学会体贴细心了吗？    你学会爱了吗？？？    你还是那种会让别人流泪伤心的男朋友吗？算了啦，你还是一个人吧，你不要出来遗骸人间吧，不要再让下一个女子为你再流泪了。。你不是一个很好的男朋友，你的坏指数高到99分，一分算是可怜分啦。。

原來。。。。

五月中，

原來藉口可以那麽動聽，那麽漂亮高貴。。。

原來失去一樣東西，反而可以得到更多值得珍惜的人，東西。。。

原來儅你不逃避，反而勇敢面對你不想面對的事情，你的心裏反而會更好手，反而會放下來。。。

原來用不同角度去看事情，可以是那麽美妙的過程哦。。。

原來你覺得是傷心的事情，一個星期后，它竟然可以是推動你成長的動力。。。

原來把焦點轉移，不再想傷心也沒用的事情，努力積極生活，做該做的事情，整個世界可以是那麽大，生活還是充滿希望和喜悅。。。

原來無論你發生什麽事情，家人還是站在那裏等你回來，他們還是你這輩子應該關懷的人。。。

原來“忘掉過去，走向前面“（在jb--city square 看到），我還是可以那麽得開心地過另一種生活。。。

朋友，謝謝曾經給過我溫暖，鼓勵，關懷的。。我不會忘記，我會好好的生活，快樂的生活，抱着家人和夢想一直生活下去。。。！！^^

WHAT is the most important in your life?

我最近領悟很多對人生有用的事情，其中包括家人對我的重要。。我覺得很幸運因爲還有機會做一些讓家人感動和欣慰的事情。。好像這封信，我爸爸打來，哭着打來，說他很感動，感動我長大了，會想了。。那一刻，覺得自己很幸運，還有這個機會報答他們，愛他們。。^^

3 DAYS,3 FEELINGS

18th December 2007

2morow is the last paper in UTAR,last fighting in UTAR...suddenly alots feelings appear,happy and touched bcoz succeessfully go through uni life,finish my rsponsibility for 1st stage of my life....Now preparing my exam with my house mates,discussion with them until 1am...now realize that discuss with friend is feeling so good,the process is so motivating,so enjoyable...study the same thing and have the same goal----Pass the moral exam,,happy graduated!!

19th December

Before exam,brainstorm moral teori--prinsip kewajipan,utilitirianisme,egoisme....and many many teori come out,recall back yesterday memory of discussion with friends...2pm go fo exam....YEAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!finish exam alrdy...then decided goin relax with "moral team"--sin ee,jimmy,binwang,khor,siew ling and house mate--lee hoon,deho and kevin+1(gf)...go the same place-SUNWAY for steamboat,then go for bowling court-see japan girl with guys--wang,khow,deho,jimmy,kevin who have same hobby(see pretty girl).

go to play snooker and pool...wah..play until 1am,siao ler...but enjoy ar,gathering with them for graduation...after that go to TAJ CURRY,ah khor bagi orang buat questionaire at mamak stall,very "yeh"...haha...after cui sui,then go to de_dust and fy_iceworld...know what is the two place???? counter-strike map lor,hahha...

20th December

all friends doin packaging in the morning.suddenlly got strong feeling of lost and "kong xu gan",feeling lost friend,lost the sg long,lost the current living environment,need to adapt the new living environment at jb,wish can get all contact with them again,marketing friends aso dont wish to excape from me ler,must contac and out for yam cha lar...ok bo?? wait for u all ler...^^

life is like tat de lor,need to say byebye when the time come,need to leav friend for AWHILE,not forever ler....MUST MUST come out to yam cha and gathering lar....ok??????

here,wish u all happy holiday before going for working...not only tat my blessing for wish u all have a great,memorable,fantastic,motivating,happy,excited and enjoyable living journey...^^

辣汤 "Bloggers"

just back from jien house...3am,over sleeping time,no need see me at BE Class maybe,hahaha...2day i knew the "power" of bloggers..wah,so special nite with all my "bloggers"..marketers know cui sui no matter where they are...

7pm start suffer lidah with nice 辣汤,not only enjoy the taste,but aso taste of "blogs"...we share each other blog,now i only know alots secret ler....told u what,when some body say something sensitive issues like donna always say those shame shame issues,u just say:"WAH,辣汤 VERY SPICY...!!" "FASTER EAT LER"....most happiest part not in 辣汤 restaurant,its jien house...

11pm,luckily decide pergi jien house lepak lepak lar,go to drink "intangible drugs",hahaha....but luckily no drink drug,drink alrdy then mabuk cant say anything liao,terus tidur...hahha....

12am share most interesting topic,then 1am tired abit the topic,then talk 2nd school,how bad attitude of chong hua student...lala (pk), r u the one?then aso talk about the way to create woman proud such as drawing,picit,挤压，buy smaller size..WAH!!geng ar,so many tactic..

Then aso talk about our marketer's planning..donna,wish u become happy&shining event planner and have a most relaxing living with ur own style...jien,wish u can get more truly friend,get more friend who can 讲心事 like the gangs u hv now...pei lee and pk,wish one day can visit the company that are built by both of u,do anything aso got your own planned direction...joli,wish u can get good paid job in singapore,wish u can succeed and buy singapore house (coz very 贵),then invite me to swim o,like...hehe....

230am back to the "blog" story abit(this is what jien say--haha,add ur paragraph liao,die lor)..did we really back to the topic at that time?hahaha....erm...hahha...i aso dont know lar...not remember liao,just remember always laugh for jokes,pk's act show---like pk act duck make jien and donna laugh until gila gila,hehe...

wah,pei lee room got magic ler,call pei lee as doreamon aso ok ler,she  is more geng than doreamon,she got　八宝房 ler..pei lee,proud of you ler,hehehe....donna room got those smell make ppl wan to fall asleep..aso got her loy loy smell,is it?i dont know,cant smell,only she can smell gua..

ei,u all tired alrdy liao mar?see so long bull shit thing...dont know jien,sin ee and pei lee "bull shit" got inside the blog or not ler..so whos is the winner for that???? whose paragraph is the most long i belanja eat,hahahha..^^

to wish my friend not to worry too much about future,dont scare about uncertainty,dont fear about the living...because we r linked,we r fight together no matter where we are, no matter we r in different place...we still can come out talk about "blog",right?

Thanksssssssssssss very very very much for all of you fulfill my nite with happiness and joy!!!!^^

Do u learn how to deleted?

LIFE should be enjoyable and motivated ^(O)^ !!

When we are borned to this world...we have nothing....but after time pass by..we have something and learn something...our brain cant be white and blank anymore..then our life full of happiness, sadness, stressful,anxiety,ex­cited and many feels...recently i saw newspaper that many people go to commit suicide because of stress and living problem...i feel very sad and pity because they just cant think through the obstacles and go to say bye bye to this world...y they wan to do like that?

Another side that i see is some people enjoy their life even they face problem and challenge in their job...everyday they are self-motivated and feel happy...^^

two group of people have 2 destiny and future..why like that?sometimes i feel sad and stress,i really dont know what to do..but sometimes i can releases from that bad situation...i always ask,why one situation will have two feelings.....finally­,i understand already...remember when we r child,we are very happy and no stress,the reason is because our brain are blank and dont have much stress and sad things in mind...so we can enjoy life relaxingly when we are childhood...so,now why we cant live relaxingly?the reason is we have too much sad thing in mind...so i always DELETED those unhappy and negative things and wake up again to face my challenge and obstacles again...for what?for getting happy and bright future for myself and family lo..^^so do u learn how to DELETED?

***PRisOn***

How many of u visit prison before?wat is the feel when u all went insinde?weird,scary,dark,smelly or some place which has hidden something will make someone crazy?

just now i have a quite scary dream...i just dream that i had in prison..damn..y got tis type of dream in mind?hahaha..suppose have dream that i have pretty car with semi-D mar,rite?Although tis dream scary and unhappy de,but i get some good hint,direction and lesson from the dream...just tell you all the story 1st..

1st screen in alvin brain,hehe..dont know y police come to caught me..i think got 2 possible:not purposely commit in criminal,another mayb have biz partner make me commit into biz cheating criminal (so we really must careful when we step into society,especially those wan to run biz)..then i seat into "zhu long che" (prison car),then i meet one uncle who sit beside me..he told me he need to sit prison for 12 years and i told him i need to sit for 12months..then he ask me y commit and say that prison nth special and very very scary boring...then i start imagine my life in prison..so,u all plzz start imagine,wat is the life will be when in the prison?

then when i reach,i wrapped by them and send inside into prison..wah..wah...very very scary,can u all imagine,nth inside in your "unit"?only 4 walls,nthing inside,i start to scare,i scare dark come,i have nthing to do,i m not scare the dark environment,i m scaring that i can do anything,like useless ppl inside thr...so when hving lunch,i start to read as much as i can,i aso memorize many buddhist books,so i can read out when i m inside my "unit"..when bored,can read aso..but limited MB,hw can save so many thing,i m super headache,super crazy mood,super unstable feelings...u know,can u imagine that when bcome nite,u just alone in your own room and nthing u can do..so now,can read notes and slide is such a happy thing for us ar,haha...must treasure about it o...

when i wake up,not only share with u thru here..i m aso learn and realize that we r not only need to treasure everything that we have now,we must save our time and treasure the time that we have now and do something that r good for others and our own..we must improve ourself in terms of many things,especially our moral and attitude..even we r poor,but we cant poor in attitude and moral,we cant commit into wrong things,protect ourself from those black heart ppl..Important task in our live is that we really must TREASURE OUR LIFE FROM NOW...^^

THAT is some sharing with u all,wish u all will be a success in future..i really wish u all can succeed and do something for family,for society,for country and for whole world in one days...ALL the best!!

For all my best best friend

Here would like to say thank you to u all guy,its my pleasure to know u all....if not,today sure i will cant tahan it at all de,sure will fall down and think the wrong way...really thank you....